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What if one of your best friends die because of suicide?

No one could imagine that.
What if i am the friend? Who kill myself. Who take my own life beacuse i cant take any pain anymore.

Just wondering.
If you are in that kind of situation, just know that i am tired.
Fucking exhausted.

Im truly sorry buddy.
The pain couldn't stop. No one could help me.
My entire world full of darkness.
I am breaking while everyone sleep.
A little sound that quietly screaming.
Friend, you can't hear that. It is inside me.
Its okay bud. I am okay.
Keep living. I am all here for you.
Maybe a little far but trust me, im hugging you virtually.

If your best friend die because of suicide, maybe this is the message that she want to relay. Maybe.